Monday, November 03, 2003

crzy, doo doo.. i find it terribly miserable livin w/ myself.. the lack of self-discipline & motivation sickens me.. simply sickens me.. i disgust myself..

earlier ~ bio- miss my lil bro andrew.. where the heezy is he? anyhow, it's just not the same w/out jake.. i have no one to clown around w/.. "freakin mexican".."i guess everyone's gotta be racist against mexicans".. haha.. boo!.. did some lab prep & fooled around on the comp durin my 4 hr break.. i was freezin like brrrr... love the weather, but didn't dress appropriately.. hp400 - messed w/ my girls (liezel, april, imee).. stef's mom can really cook up great empanada.. MmMm.. yummy.. everyone practically had 2nds.. loved the presentations.. dreadin my own (nov.10).. yikes! so scurred.. got my midterm.. plan: burn it.. hp340- sat w/ mr. smarty so i won't get lost in class.. he helped a lot by askin questions, which forced me to know the answers (or rather, nudge imee for the answers).. haha.. got my midterm.. plan: shread it to pieces.. "you know what i mean, michelle.. the only thing i have is my education.. that's my gift to myself!" (eleanor)

car ride was too quite.. ended up collectin some h2O+Na comin from my 2 ducts.. picked up mama & tita alma.. was expectin rain.. traffic wasn't that bad.. 'twas surprisin.. home - kids were "done" w/ hw.. dinner.. rosary (please pray for my tita san).. tucked kids to bed.. chatted w/ my chee, eunice, alyssa, coach tessa, jan jan & walter.. exited so i can do hw.. wow, that's a 1st.. i actually disciplined myself..

=*= can't wait =*= discernment.. lookin for a spiritual director.. nov. 22nd w/ the sister disciples of the divine master!

*[[ The magic within... ]]*
|7:57 PM|


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